Dr. Jayne was the OBGYN that my primary suggested that I go to for the problems that I was having in the Spring of 2006. Now it should be known that I was having these problems consistently in the past 4 or 5 years. I was diagnosed with Polysystic Ovarian Syndrome with a High FSH level. (your FSH level rises when you are in Menopause... I was 30 at the time!) She suggested that we work on regulating the FSH level, get everything else in check and if we were interested in having a child we could go on a few plans in a year or so.
This boggled the mind... Hans and I had just gotten married a few months prior... I know that we wanted children.... EVENTUALLY, However having to think about it right then and there really made my mind race. I was going through a job search. I knew that Hans and I were in for a stressful summer a possible move, my brother's wedding.. Honestly I was feeling overwhelmed. After talking to Hans we decided to take it one day at a time.
I still was disappointed, sad, and felt like I had failed my body or my body failed me. Hans was right though.. We just needed to take it one day at a time. The rest of my family was also so supportive. It was decided. We weren't going to think about it until we were settled in our new home in South Carolina.
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